hey well rite now im in school...and its 8th period tech slop. ohh how i hate it. but hey, this keyboard is friggen creamy! so today went by swiftly for the most part (since thursdays are my fave school day). first period we had tech so we had to do this whole god damn project within the period and have it printed and handed in...me and zach worked 2gether..yeaaa ritee.. im the one hoo did all the work as usual hah. but its cool...he signed my bookbag. a few ppl signed it today. haha rick i will not mention our little freaky thing goin on with that...so lets just move on to the next subject haha. me and jul finally wrote in our book today! so proud! hah. but ne way, rewinding to the very beginning of the day...when i came into school today i was sooo happy! i dun even knoe why! but i came strollin in listenin to my music...started huggn ppl...ran/danced up the steps to my locker, danced back down the steps, and just chilled till the bell rang. and then what do u knoe, rach tells me in our book..."cousin, ive noticed that ur not grumpy/sad in the morning anymore..why?"...ahaha so great! cause she KNOES why! its cause we are UBER close (hahah love it) and she makes school FUN! ridiculousnessssssss. i just felt so loved today..i got so many hugs and everyone kept sayin how good my hair smelled and just how good i smelled in general. and aww i just love my friends! (anc dont even hahaha..ur a fag) anyway, bean is sittin across from me rite now and he just asked me how to spell AUDIO! hahahaha what a bum! he just asked me how to spell like 12 things..i cant even haha. quite hilarious. anyhoo, what else is there to talk about..hmm...oh yea ive been talkin to luis alot more...both online and in person. i dunno we just sorta get eachother in different ways these days. its weird..but i just really wanna help him..like he dun even get it. moving on, I SWEAR IM GONNA EAT THIS KEYBOARD!!!! oh lord its just soooo ridiculously delicious sounding! hahaha reminds me of my "juicy letter" that i wrote to rick...she wants to "eat my mind" and then "stuff my dead body' so she can "keep it as a teddy bear"...hahah and then ppl wonder why we get along so well!!! am i not a brutal and harsh human being?! if i even AM a human?! lord...who am i?!....anyway, tomorrow is the mixer...ohhh how i LOATHE the fact that i am going. i mean i dont HAVE to go, but i already asked anc and rachie to come...and i cant just be like "nahh i dun wanna go so..too bad...ur stayin home too."...cause thats not the kind of person i am. sooo....i shall endure this misery that i have subjected myself to, just for the sake of bianca. (cause shes the one hoo is like...DYING...to go and i dont even knoe why) cause anc u knoe im not like gabby and im not gonna go and cancel shit that i already brought up...especially since i got ur hopes up...haha and u wud def never talk to me again, or atleast be mad at me if i did dat haha. hahahahahah jul, yall thint hat been batta goot? (ahahahahahaha i hope u understand that...if not then...ask me later hahahahaha) wow..im an asshole. ok well...i guess ill go now cause its 3:15 and its almost time ta go....i guess im walkin home wit john since cousin had work, gnut takes the bus, bean is gettin a ride, and the slob is at a game....alrite..i mite update tonite. byee! ~A*
yes thats rite...NEW and IMPROVED initials of thy hearttt!!<33
ricky my love, ur the best cousin in the world and u just rock like no other! ur the greatesssttt!! lovveee<33333
It may not be obvious to others now, but you could be hurting emotionally now. There is nothing to gain by keeping your pain on the inside. Just because something hasn't worked out according to your preference, this isn't a valid reason to withdraw. Use this time to consider what you've learned and what you need to change. Cool your heels and allow time for the passion to return before deciding what to do next.
wow...so true i cant even believe it. just shoot me.